When Abe and I explained to our babes that she had gone to Heaven, Adam grew very somber and thoughtful. Carolanne started crying. Thaddaeus looked confused... but Isaiah's reaction was priceless. He took a moment of thought then his eyes grew so big and the brightest look of hope I have ever seen came over his little face.
"Mommy, Grandma Dorcas DIED?!" he exclaimed.
"Yes she did, Sweety." I sniffled.
"Then she is in Heaven! With Aunt Jemima's little tiny baby!" He then did the sweetest victory dance that stopped almost as soon as it started. His brow wrinkled with concern.
"But she won't be with baby Cherry anymore." I could see his four year old mind working hard. "I have to love baby Cherry while she's gone in Heaven."
I assured him that Aunt Jemima, Grandma Dorcas' daughter, would give all the loving sufficient for her second daughter, Cherry. As soon as the care of the babies were sorted out Isaiah was content.
What a sweet reminder that we are to focus our attention not only on the one who left this world, but most importantly to those left behind to grieve. Those who are waiting to see her again. My prayers and love go to Grandma Dorcas' ten children, husband, and brother Jimmy who will continue on here while eagerly looking forward to embracing her again-whole and well, in a place where cancer has no home.
So sweet Ellie! The tears are streaming down my face and I'm so thankful and so sad at the same time. Thankful that she's with the Lord and no more pain and suffering but it is so hard. Almost incomprehendable that I'll really never see her or talk to her, or have her kiss me good night here on earth. So hard. :'(
ReplyDeleteWithin just a few minutes of mom dying, we look at each other and said, "I wonder if she's holding Christine yet?"
We will miss her so much... though I don't know if 'miss' is really even the right word to use?
Thank you so much for praying for us! Love you all so much!
And I know mom would send kisses to all the babes as well! :)
How did I never see this post?! :'( (So yes, this is the 4th time I'm crying over my dear Mom in heaven just today...) <3
ReplyDeleteSigh.... This post is sad and precious and beautiful at the same time... wish I could have had you all here, crying with us... and I wish you all could be here even now, and share a few tears still...
Just saw this comment... Love you so much! I wish we could share tears while wrapped in eachothers arms instead of sharing them over so much land and sea. <3
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